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Here I amMoments, Spared Blissfully Recaptured, In threads,Here I am
torn, shredded It doesn't hurt, not that bad I touch myself with a razor I make myself bleed, shallowly I shove my finger down my throat to relieve pain, worry, fear I want to be skinny
I need this pain I need these tears But I hate the pain the never ending sadness that crawls into my bed
every night worshipping the ground that I dare to walk across. Sometimes its not worth to feel so alone and feel like I'm destroying any happiness
that enters &
by ~Darkness-is-pretty
Out of ControlI can feel my controlOut of Control
Slipping and Sliding I can feel it building
and losing Self control being ripped from my throat
Violently, Smearing I can feel every little piece of me
burning the need wants so much more Burning to let it go fingers shake insides melt thoughts collide brutally I really want I lied I really need I feel this emotion that should fade I'm feeling every emotion battle inside I feel hate for who I am I feel anxious for wanting to break I feel fear for wanting pain &nbs
by ~Darkness-is-pretty
I refuse to be ownedCan't you see every moment is killing meI refuse to be owned
Stretching me thin expecting me to do this thing over and over it's too much and I'm so tired of killing myself
for your benefit You want perfection? I don't want to give it to you I'd die before I'd hand you who I was in a damn perfect white box untainted walls I refuse if I go I go with flaws and a tainted life which I gave up knowingly
I refuse to give you Satisfaction If I lose my control I will not do it in front of your stupid smiling faces I will lose
by ~Darkness-is-pretty
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