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Here I am Moments,Here I am by ~Darkness-is-pretty
Spared
Blissfully
Recaptured,
In threads,
torn, shredded
It doesn't hurt, not that bad
I touch myself with a razor
I make myself bleed, shallowly
I shove my finger down my throat
to relieve pain, worry, fear
I want to be skinny
I need this pain
I need these tears
But I hate the pain
the never ending sadness
that crawls into my bed
every night
worshipping the ground
that I dare to walk across.
Sometimes its not worth
to feel so alone
and feel like I'm destroying
any happiness
that enters
But I cannot stop
these
Unhealthy Obsessions
Here I am
and
Here I go
&
Out of Control I can feel my controlOut of Control by ~Darkness-is-pretty
Slipping and Sliding
I can feel it building
and losing
Self control
being ripped from my throat
Violently, Smearing
I can feel every little piece of me
burning
the need wants so much more
Burning to let it go
fingers shake
insides melt
thoughts collide brutally
I really want
I lied
I really need
I feel this emotion
that should fade
I'm feeling every emotion
battle inside
I feel hate
for who I am
I feel anxious
for wanting to break
I feel fear
for wanting pain
I feel thick pain lace my senses
so I can drip, drop out of control
I feel tears
that stream unknowingly down my cheeks
I feel
I refuse to be owned Can't you seeI refuse to be owned by ~Darkness-is-pretty
every moment is killing me
Stretching me thin
expecting me to do this thing over and over
it's too much
and I'm so tired
of killing myself
for your benefit
You want perfection?
I don't want to give it to you
I'd die before I'd hand you who I was
in a damn perfect
white box
untainted walls
I refuse
if I go
I go
with flaws
and a tainted life
which I gave up knowingly
I refuse to give you
Satisfaction
If I lose my control
I will not do it in front of your stupid smiling faces
I will lose myself
everytime I bend
to your rules
and regulations
I will not bend
and break
I refuse
You gave me life
bu
want by ~molly-knows
15 Minutes Passed 5 Minutes pass.15 Minutes Passed by ~vampiress-chic7
I'm slowly losing.
Losing every minute
That could be spent well.
And not losing my sanity.
Each minute that passes
I think of you.
Not only when I see you,
What we will say.
4 Minutes pass.
Are you thinking of me?
Longing to hold me?
Tell me you love me?
Without knowing the answers,
I lose more sanity.
3 Minutes pass.
I feel us growing apart.
Losing a drop of love.
When will you be here?
To spend my minutes.
Almost out of minutes
And my sanity.
2 Minutes pass.
Are you on your way?
Loving me more than ever?
Waiting to see me...
To show me?
Another drop falls,
1 Minute passes.
But I'm still in love w
dA Love 
Sta.sh
take care
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You should have seen your face... They said I was gone...
--
Lisa
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For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul...
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For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul...